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play alone master
What I'm about to quote in its entirety is copied word for word from what's written in a notebook I found today. I even remember why I had to write this out - I was so tired I couldn't concentrate and keep a constant line of thought otherwise.
This goes back about a year and half to my 2nd year of university when I was living in campus residence, at 7:40am before my digital photography class:
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20 minutes before 8. 50 minutes before class.
Plenty of time to decide if I want to go or not.
Should I go to class this morning?
Con: I am a bit tired. Got no sleep. last night.
Con: We probably won't do anything except critiques and a quiz. I don't need the critique & quiz is only 10 percent.
Con: Why don't I need the critique? Because I already know how I feel about my work and I don't really care to know what my teacher thinks of it. He will tell me in his comments when he gives me the work back marked.
Con: I really should get some sleep instead of going to class. I got 5 hrs of sleep past two days.
Con: I don't really want to go.
Pro: I should. (I paid for it, so I shouldn't waste it)
Pro: There is no definitive reason why I shouldn't. I'm tired but not dying. I don't want to go but it's not like I'd rather kill myself than going. Just feeling a bit lazy and drowsy, that's all.
Pro: Issue of trust. It is disrespectful to the instructor - somehow. They often get offended and distrust you if you skip class for no definitive reasons. It's more trouble to make him upset with me than going to class this morning.
Pro: I could get some housekeeping chores done. (breakfast, book return @ library)
Couldn't decide. So I decided w/ eenymeenyminymoe to con.
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I'd like to add I slept very well that morning.
This goes back about a year and half to my 2nd year of university when I was living in campus residence, at 7:40am before my digital photography class:
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20 minutes before 8. 50 minutes before class.
Plenty of time to decide if I want to go or not.
Should I go to class this morning?
Con: I am a bit tired. Got no sleep. last night.
Con: We probably won't do anything except critiques and a quiz. I don't need the critique & quiz is only 10 percent.
Con: Why don't I need the critique? Because I already know how I feel about my work and I don't really care to know what my teacher thinks of it. He will tell me in his comments when he gives me the work back marked.
Con: I really should get some sleep instead of going to class. I got 5 hrs of sleep past two days.
Con: I don't really want to go.
Pro: I should. (I paid for it, so I shouldn't waste it)
Pro: There is no definitive reason why I shouldn't. I'm tired but not dying. I don't want to go but it's not like I'd rather kill myself than going. Just feeling a bit lazy and drowsy, that's all.
Pro: Issue of trust. It is disrespectful to the instructor - somehow. They often get offended and distrust you if you skip class for no definitive reasons. It's more trouble to make him upset with me than going to class this morning.
Pro: I could get some housekeeping chores done. (breakfast, book return @ library)
Couldn't decide. So I decided w/ eenymeenyminymoe to con.
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I'd like to add I slept very well that morning.
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mom was definitely not right
i hate academia and all of its pretentious cerebral bullshit.
talk talk talk talk talk
but i almost dont want people to listen;
or maybe it's that i dont want just anybody to listen.
but who then? who else is there anyway?
